Cry me a river....

It's been so long i've never shed tears from my eyes...

Last nite someone "came", and offered me if i wanted something to be shared...

For the first time, i felt so shy to tell it, it's not as complex as his, but he convinced me to make it easier, so i shouldn't have to tell the details...

When i was telling the stories, it made me so jealous, wondered what i have done, what's my faults, why this, why that, how come...

But no way, i shouldn't ask those questions, God has a secret when gave me those...

And i didn't realize that the tears dropped from my eyes, sob, and sob...

The pains came so close, i felt it, i hated it, i removed it...

Could i sceam?!!!! No, don't let them know... The only scream i could hear just my whisper...

I've been hiding these, i had a big heart, but that nite i did need to cry, to feel relief...

I knew i still couldn't, it's hard, and i'm trying...

And it flew, like floods, i shared what i wanted to say, i said what he needed to know...

Not all but you know what, this was when the thing was started...

Nice to know you and i bet it will be nice to meet you...

I knew something big will happen to us... Something really big that you cant imagine...

Here to keep, here to be...

aku kembali

Waduh, dah lama banget nih ga apdet...

Agak sibuk, agak males, agak bingung, agak2 deh...

Nah sekarang, kasih info az...

Everthing's okay here...

I'm just trying to find the meaning of life...

Halah gaya bener ah...