Cry me a river....

It's been so long i've never shed tears from my eyes...

Last nite someone "came", and offered me if i wanted something to be shared...

For the first time, i felt so shy to tell it, it's not as complex as his, but he convinced me to make it easier, so i shouldn't have to tell the details...

When i was telling the stories, it made me so jealous, wondered what i have done, what's my faults, why this, why that, how come...

But no way, i shouldn't ask those questions, God has a secret when gave me those...

And i didn't realize that the tears dropped from my eyes, sob, and sob...

The pains came so close, i felt it, i hated it, i removed it...

Could i sceam?!!!! No, don't let them know... The only scream i could hear just my whisper...

I've been hiding these, i had a big heart, but that nite i did need to cry, to feel relief...

I knew i still couldn't, it's hard, and i'm trying...

And it flew, like floods, i shared what i wanted to say, i said what he needed to know...

Not all but you know what, this was when the thing was started...

Nice to know you and i bet it will be nice to meet you...

I knew something big will happen to us... Something really big that you cant imagine...

Here to keep, here to be...